Occasionally when I’m in bed, tired, starting to drift to sleep I get a very strange feeling. It’s kind of hard to describe but it’s a sensation of being incredibly small and that something which is normally physically tiny is enormous, incredibly close and overwhelming. It kind of feels like the tip of a pin has grown to the size of a skyscraper and it’s an inch in front of my face no matter which way I turn my head. At the same time it feels like it’s in my mind and there’s no room for anything else. This sensation is coupled with a sense of anxiety.
Or my heads just fucked up.